Январь 2012
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So it looks like
prettywar:
I’m actually doing resolutions this year*:
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I added some stuff.
I tried to replace the negative with positive action words but didn’t have much luck.
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DON'T DRIVE DRUNK.
From 6pm-6am on New Year’s Eve/Day AAA will take your drunk self and your car home for FREE, member or not: 800-222-4357
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styleandsubstance:
The world bursts at the seams with people ready to tell you you’re not good enough. On occasion, some may be correct. But do not do their work for them. Seek any job; ask anyone out; pursue any goal. Don’t take it personally when they say “no” - they may not be smart enough to say “yes.”
Good advice for the New Year.
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Декабрь 2011
wellreadanddangerous спросил(a): The biggest misuse of time is spending it how you think other people think you should spend it, in my opinion. Enjoy your night.
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I just need to catch my breath:
I’m spending New Year’s Eve with my boyfriend at his apartment with some red wine and snacks.
I feel like I’m letting him down by not being able to actually go out, but he seems to be looking forward to this so I guess I should just shut up.
But I also feel a bit like I’m letting myself down, because I should be pushing myself. Or letting the world down in some abstract...
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lemondifficult replied to your post: I had a dream last night that you were obsessed with the state of Montana. I have no idea where that came from.
Haha, no, I don’t care. I just dreamt that you posted a lot about Montana and that you really wanted to go there. /I/ don’t even want to go to Montana, so I don’t know what I was thinking.
Oh my god that’s so weird. But then again I had...
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lemondifficult спросил(a): I had a dream last night that you were obsessed with the state of Montana. I have no idea where that came from.
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3 Good Things
Didn’t kill myself
Got complimented
Talked about my problems
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I am so lonely.
I’m not used to this.
I rarely feel lonely.
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coffeecarafe replied to your post: Your presence on Tumblr is confident and sophisticated and sexy and well-spoken and I hope your bad day goes away NOW.
Anon’s are almost never nice so I thought it’d be a nice change. But.. hi! :)
Thank you! It was really thoughtful.
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justinherrick replied to your post: I feel
everyone just wants to make sure you are okay :)
Thanks. It really does mean a lot. I just don’t want to make other people feel bad.
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I feel
really guilty about all this negativeness on my blog right now. I don’t want people to worry about me and I don’t want to trigger anyone.
If it says “read more”, it’s triggering. Actually, a lot of my blog is triggering in one way or another.
I don’t want my bad day to affect other people.
Аноним спросил(a): Your presence on Tumblr is confident and sophisticated and sexy and well-spoken and I hope your bad day goes away NOW.
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Sometimes suicide is glamorous. You can side-eye me all you want I really don’t fucking care. It’s a straightup cry for help. It’s beautiful apathetic people and “leaving a lovely corpse.” I’m not saying it’s right, I’m not saying it’s good. I’m saying it’s how some people think sometimes.
And sometimes it’s a coyote in...
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I ate something and am all by myself finally and I’m starting to feel better.
But I still feel like I want to destroy something or make someone cry.
I’m a fucking awful person and I have anger problems.
And I feel ugly and like getting a haircut was the worst fucking idea I’ve ever had. I guess I should avoid mirrors. I’m just upset because I was feeling pretty good...
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wellreadanddangerous спросил(a): I'm sorry to spam you like this, but I want to add that I am being so presumptuous because I was afraid to admit to myself that something was wrong. I thought that I would just be making excuses for my own weakness and failure, and my self-loathing wouldn't let me consider that possibility. And if that's what you're feeling too, I wanted you to have an outside voice telling you...
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viewparadise replied to your post: Have you ever talked to anyone about depression? I know that is easier said than done, and I am sorry if I’m being presumptuous. But I know what it is like to feel like a failure and a disappointment to the people you love. And how hard it is to do the things you think you need to do because it seems like you just don’t operate the way you should. And how you...
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wellreadanddangerous спросил(a): And it is not something you did/are doing wrong. It is something larger. And it's hard to deal with and I'm still working on it myself, but I hope that hearing someone else say that this is something you can maybe get help for is helpful. So I hope that if you are able to talk to someone about this that you do so.
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wellreadanddangerous спросил(a): Have you ever talked to anyone about depression? I know that is easier said than done, and I am sorry if I'm being presumptuous. But I know what it is like to feel like a failure and a disappointment to the people you love. And how hard it is to do the things you think you need to do because it seems like you just don't operate the way you should. And how you just can't get over...
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There’s nothing I want more at this moment than to kill myself.
I really really do and that’s all I want.
I am sort of starting to believe that people don’t think bad things about me so I’ve loosened up but I still don’t know how to deal with criticism. I still think all the negative things are absolutely true and make me a deplorable person.
I can’t start...
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hindsyblah:
hoshaway:
like 75% of my followers never like or reblog any of my posts
they’re just sitting there
watching
Perfect.
I’ve been trying to figure out how to say this without sounding whiney.
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Tumblr wants us to uninstall Missing E?
dyke-recovery:
No. No i will not uninstall Missing E. It makes tumblr so much easier to navigate.
Sadly, I gave in to the fear.
Don’t look at me like that.
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DAMN Vincent D'onofrio was sexy.
blueaugustsuns:
He’s become one of my favorite actors as I rewatch Law and Order CI and I stumbled across this picture from what appears to be 2000.
Holy shit is all I have to say.
Sexually frustrated while watching old LOCIs.
Has he ever been in a movie in which he’s a murderer and has sex scenes?
I have very particular tastes.
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3 Good Things
Ate something healthy and filling as soon as I woke up
Made plans to go shopping tomorrow
Painted my toe nails sparkly red
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lemonstolemons replied to your post: @Shesmadeline
No no! She’s my friend and I recommended you to her because she’s a tumblr noob.
Thank you! I’m glad I waited.
!! That’s so nice of you!
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@Shesmadeline
Hey thanks for following and everything but your blog is blank and your ask box is not activated so I might have to go ahead and block you.
EDIT: Never mind, lemonstolemons cleared it up!
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Ugh
I can’t tell if I’m ugly or attractive.
I actually prefer straightup feeling ugly. At least then I know where I stand with myself. This is like the best I usually feel about myself. On one hand, it’s progress. I know it is. I know change is uncomfortable and awkward.
On the other, I hate this on the edge bullshit. I look in the mirror and I don’t really know how to...
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fortunaforme replied to your post: lemondifficult replied to your post: There are so…
SUNDANCE?! SMH
I went umm… Whenever An Education was making the festival rounds. My boyfriend’s extended family has a cottage (Read: Mansion) out there and I was invited. It’s such a beautiful city and I had such a good time. Definitely a cherished memory.
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lemondifficult replied to your post: lemondifficult replied to your post: There are so…
Lol, not at all! If anything, I sound like I’m fishing for sympathy. I liked An Education. Lately I’ve had the desire to watch it again, but not enough to actually go out and buy it/rent it/download it.
NOT AT ALL. I’m the one bitching about not being able to see a movie at Sundance.
I’m...
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lemondifficult replied to your post: There are so many actual movies that are out that I desperately want to see, but I’m not prepared to drive two hours for. Sherlock Holmes was honestly my most sophisticated option, sorry to say. The theaters around me are all shit. :(
Don’t worry, I didn’t take it that way. We have one theater that sometimes, if we’re lucky, plays British films that have a lot...
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lemondifficult спросил(a): There are so many actual movies that are out that I desperately want to see, but I'm not prepared to drive two hours for. Sherlock Holmes was honestly my most sophisticated option, sorry to say. The theaters around me are all shit. :(